I would have introduced myself but please understand my current predicament, I was caught in the act. I am not a bad wife as a matter of fact I am a pretty good wife and I am head over heels in love with my husband.
I don’t know how I got into this mess, I am not a wayward person and I hate to bother people but my actions have put me in this spot. I cheated yes on my husband and I got caught in the act. How do you convince a mother not to tell her son she caught his wife in bed with another man.
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Let me start from the beginning, how did it all start? I met Godwin when I was 18, he was my first love.We were starry eyed and love struck. We were so in love that just sitting side by side was enough for us, we would go on long walks, talk about our dreams and aspirations and even argue about what names we would give our kids yet unborn.
He wanted twins I would have none of that. We did everything but have sex. We never broke up, I remember the last time I saw him, Godwin came to my room with tears in his eyes.
He walked up to my bed and led me outside our hostel, these were his exact words ” My family just won the American green card lottery and we will be leaving next month but my parents want me to come home next week, so we can start packing” . Those words broke me, my eyes Instantly turned misty, hot tears flowed down my cheeks and for the first time ever, Godwin kissed me, I kissed him back but I could not hold back the tears. I have never felt like that before, it was love, pleasure and tears. It was a cocktail of emotions and we had our fill.
That night as he turned to walk away I broke down all over again holding on to the only kind of love I ever experienced. He promised to see me the next day but I never saw Godwin again. I got to his room as planned the next morning and my one true love was gone.
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All I had was a note and his favorite bracelet. I can read the note by heart, I did not memorize it but somehow it stuck in my head especially the last sentence ” I love you too much to say goodbye”. That note did not help me, I kept it, I needed closure and that closure is exactly what got me in this predicament.
I met Phillip much later in life, we fell in love and got married. Yes I love Phillip but I would not dare compare it to what I felt for Godwin. He won my heart and no one was able to win it back from him. Phillip and I have been married for 3 years. We have a child and we were doing fine. If I had to describe Phillip in a few words, I would say Stingy. Yes that’s a fact my husband is a very stingy.
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He would rather have his money in his account than spend it. He buys me recharge card regularly 200 naira per week to call my friends. He would buy food and fuel asides that I have to fend for myself. Hair, Clothes and every other thing but I was fine with it. I could take care of myself until I ran into Godwin. I was shopping at a supermarket close to my house in my estate and I heard someone call my name in full from behind. I turned around and it was my Godwin in the flesh.
Did I mention that my husband is also never around. Yes he works out of town. I hugged him and we exchanged numbers. I Shouldn’t have given him my number. I know I Shouldn’t have but I wanted to hear everything. What happened in America? Why did he come back to Nigeria? Did he ever look for me? Most importantly why didn’t he say goodbye?
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All these questions played in my head as I drove home, then came the calls, the chats, the pictures we exchanged. Godwin was thinking of relocating his own family back to Nigeria ad had just bought a plot of land in my estate. He needed craftsmen and I was his first call, I would send in my bricklayers, my surveyor, my drivers. Soon I was sending him meals and then on this day he invited me to site to see a few things. I went around 2pm and he was expecting a truck load of stones and sand. The contractor was delaying and we had to wait. So we waited in his car and that was my mistake. I offered to wait with him I should have gone home but I choose to wait. Some part of me wanted to kiss him again one more time, would it feel like it felt the last time?
I got my wish, he kissed me and it felt way better than it did the first time, he opened a portal of emotions in me and nothing could stop us anymore. In no time we were half naked. I heard the truck park outside, he heard it too but we assumed the contractor would probably think ” no one was there, drop the sand and go home” he did not. We heard a knock on the glass, it was not tinted standing by the glass was my mother in law.
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She sells stone and sand, I gave him her number but I had no idea she would follow the driver. Her eyes caught mine. We froze and then she turned around. Godwin just realised what happened. I got up, got dressed and I waited until she drove off. I got into my car and started heading home.
My mind was blank,it was either the end of my marriage or a really difficult time in my marriage. I was blank until I got her text. It was simple and direct ” See me tomorrow “.
(Opera.com)
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